ruby's blog

As I turn 18 in a few days, everything in life comes to me in a weird, melancholic way. It's amazing how easy a person's emotions can change, it feels like a switch that you can turn on and off every few hours, if not minutes. I'm afraid of turning 18, I'm not sure why, but it's a feeling I can't begin to explain, and if I try, I easily can get my words confused. It's been a while since I opened up Blogger to make a blog post but I feel comfortable enough to just, type away. About what? I'm not really sure, but it's fun to make a blog post every once in a while. I've had quite the eventful month since I've been away, and to be honest, I don't want to get into it, and I'm glad I never talked about it here. Why, you might ask? Well, in the words of the now neo-nazi Kanye West, I guess we'll never know. I think that Kanye coming out the way he did has got to be, easily, the worst thing that could ever happen, but I don't want to ...

It's been a few days but I'm not gonna lie there hasn't been much going on in the last few days to really write daily over, that's usually how weekends are. Uneventful. I'm outside right now as of riding this and it's genuinely cold as ever, for April that is. I don't have an exact temperature but man believe me my hands are incredibly cold as of typing this. I'm not really used to typing this much, especially when my hands are cold too, I feel stiff. Give me like 15 minutes I'll be back. It took me 2 minutes to come back, sorry, it's a little hard to get back into the mood of writing long form material, such as a blog post so I feel new to this again even though it's only been 2 days, I have Friday off so I don't know how that's gonna be like, hopefully I feel like writing then as I have every single morning. I've been thinking about this blog a lot during the weekend, unsurprisingly. All in a good way mind you, I'm very happ...