ruby's blog

As I turn 18 in a few days, everything in life comes to me in a weird, melancholic way. It's amazing how easy a person's emotions can change, it feels like a switch that you can turn on and off every few hours, if not minutes. I'm afraid of turning 18, I'm not sure why, but it's a feeling I can't begin to explain, and if I try, I easily can get my words confused. It's been a while since I opened up Blogger to make a blog post but I feel comfortable enough to just, type away. About what? I'm not really sure, but it's fun to make a blog post every once in a while. I've had quite the eventful month since I've been away, and to be honest, I don't want to get into it, and I'm glad I never talked about it here. Why, you might ask? Well, in the words of the now neo-nazi Kanye West, I guess we'll never know. I think that Kanye coming out the way he did has got to be, easily, the worst thing that could ever happen, but I don't want to ...

God, it's been a LONG time hasn't it, I'm really sorry. I would make up some type of excuse and say "Oh, I'm really busy!" or something like that but genuinely let's face it, that's not the case, I'm just really lazy to write a long form post like I usually would do, now with that being said let's talk about a few things! Monday I went to the park, and I swung, which I love to do, I don't do it much unfortunately and I wish I did it a lot more often but I never feel determined too, I listened to a lot of Sematary during this and it was fun, everytime I swing I get a ton of ideas flowing and it helps me with a clear mental state which helps me a lot with my creativity, and this time wasn't any different. After I was done I kind of, might've, maybe vomited. Usually after I'm done swinging I feel pretty bad and out of breath (I don't get a lot of exercise) but this time I figured out why, everytime I feel that, it was me trying...

Did you guys know Pizza Hut has that Big Dinner Box meal? Yeah it's a great deal, 25 bucks for 2 medium deep dish pizzas, bread sticks and wings. It's pretty nice to get if you eat pizza regularly or you can't be bothered to cook in the slightest, for me, I get pizza every Thursday. Since I eat that much pizza it should be noted I am probably an expert in what's the best and what isn't and what is, and for the case of Pizza Hut, it's probably the best. No question. The pieces I had were small but very fulfilling, which is what I expected from a deep dish honestly, so I'm glad to know I'm not mistaken. Overall a, 8/10? It's not the best experience with pizza but god damn is it great. I was gonna speak at a college but I forgot to reply back by the date they wanted me to which is greatly disappointed since this would've been my first time at a college to actually take part in something, let alone read my poetry out loud. Which means I probably am n...