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Hello, it's me again. Realistically I don't know what to exactly write about, yet again, so I guess I'll write about my classes first and foremost, then slowly transition into media consumption. I officially started my second week and it's surprisingly going much better than I ever expected, and the reason why I'm saying that is because I enjoyed it. Yeah, I'm actually excited about school, who knew. Not much really has happened though, I have a test today and tomorrow, one in Economics, which is the one today, and one in my Accounting class which is tomorrow, I don't exactly know what's in check for the blog anymore because I've been so stressed about the last few weeks, I'm not sure what I've mentioned and what I haven't so I'm genuinely everywhere right now so if I sound inconsistent or anything that's why, I did get up less than an hour ago and I'm standing out in the cold waiting for my bus, which! I'm not riding the ...

NOT A BLOG POST i feel like, im not really sure actually. ive been here for nearly 2 hours and my stomach is rumbling because i didn't eat breakfast, i never do so it's not out of the ordinary that my stomach kind of hurts. i arrived here and already there's a problem, the wifi doesn't flat out work, which would've been fine if it was in the morning but now it's the entire day, so i really can't do much until it's fixed and i don't feel like it's going to really for now, because that's how this school is at least. it's not fun, frankly. being here is making me reminisce on last year and how i miss it, im not sure how the rest of the year will turn out and that's kinda scary, to the point where i almost felt like crying last night. i feel like an emotional mess at the moment, which probably helped me write a poem which ill include here at the bottom. i really miss last year, just, something about it was magical, i was mentally at my wo...

God, it's been a LONG time hasn't it, I'm really sorry. I would make up some type of excuse and say "Oh, I'm really busy!" or something like that but genuinely let's face it, that's not the case, I'm just really lazy to write a long form post like I usually would do, now with that being said let's talk about a few things! Monday I went to the park, and I swung, which I love to do, I don't do it much unfortunately and I wish I did it a lot more often but I never feel determined too, I listened to a lot of Sematary during this and it was fun, everytime I swing I get a ton of ideas flowing and it helps me with a clear mental state which helps me a lot with my creativity, and this time wasn't any different. After I was done I kind of, might've, maybe vomited. Usually after I'm done swinging I feel pretty bad and out of breath (I don't get a lot of exercise) but this time I figured out why, everytime I feel that, it was me trying...

The stars are going out in the sky, but to what avail? It's possible there's a significant meaning behind all of this, like how the stars go out with conjunction with your life if something happens to escape, like a relative or a large bill that's almost life ruining. The stars are a sudden reminder that there's bits of you that you haven't processed in your mind for ages, remember that thing you used to do but soon over time you fell out of it? Well, you do now, thanks to the stars. The belief of everything happening for a reason is starting to be a sham as you gaze your eyes on the flickering stars, if everything were to happen for a reason, why are you staring at the stars for some type of guidance for life? It's not adding up, of course. The sky is just a subtle reminder of life and the stars are just the memories that you were once holding on to, going out slowly, flickering as you forget the details of that one time you sledding down a snowy hill in a part...

Hello, it's been a few days and for that I wanna say sorry, but it's been a worthwhile few days. For starters, the JPEGMAFIA concert. That was genuinely the most fun I've had at any event and I'm so happy it was for my favorite rapper, and the fact it was on my final day of school as well, it genuinely felt everything at that point was coming together, just for the record, 80% of the post will be about this show. I ended up at the venue at 4:43 PM and we waited in line until the doors open, then we had to go to the back of the line because I forgot my ID, which was disappointing but I still got a good spot nonetheless which I'm thankful for. I noticed throughout the line a lot of people had graphic tees on, most notably the Veteran tee, which I never saw until now in person so that was cool, and I also saw some extra stuff like an American Psycho shirt and a Tommy Wright the 3rd one too. I was in line for nearly 2 hours but it was worth it 100%. For being my first ...

It's 5 in the morning right now and I feel like writing a blog post so there's that. I recently started watching a bunch of Japanese movies as stated in the last post and it's been mixed so far. I had to turn off Black Rat , which is the one I planned on doing, but the score was low so I finished Pride & Prejudice instead, which was really good, I enjoyed it very much. I've watched The Happiness of The Katakuris since my last post but WOW it's absolutely amazing, everything about it is just incredible to watch and it's just, great. The acting, the music, just, everything is amazing. Takashi Miike is a great director too, his stuff with Audition was pretty great but this one was out of the park for sure, everything about it was so well done perfectly, been down to the stop motion made for the clay scenes, it was all so good. I plan on watching Tokyo Gore Police tonight, if that goes through hopefully, I've been taking naps after school and waking up w...

There wasn't really a blog post yesterday mostly because there really was nothing to talk about, I still don't feel like there is but unfortunately if I put it off more depending on how much content I have to write I'll start feeling bad, mostly for the lack of writing I'm doing. With all that being said, let's start writing shall we! School ends next week, thank god for that. It's been a stressful last few weeks and I need all the time off as possible, even a week would work but 2 months is absolutely an option I would choose too so I'm not complaining either way. It's not that school was much of a problem before but the new bus ride makes me get home way later than I did before and that's stressing me out because it doesn't feel like I have time for anything really in that day, but alas! A new plan. You guys know how I haven't watched movies recently? Well I'm going to change that. I've noticed that the platform Tubi, which is just ...

Oh wow, it's been forever hasn't it, I am so sorry. Ever since the last post I've loosened up though and I feel much better. There's been a lot of new stuff since my last update life post so let me run through it! School wise, it was nothing much, boring as usual but in 4th period one day we had a substitute teacher that wasn't too bad, that's about as far as that went. Other than that nothing much, school wise at least. I haven't watched a movie in a few days which is driving me a little crazy so I'm gonna watch one tonight hopefully, more preferably Ringu from '97? I think? It looks cool and it has a Arrow release so might as well, they tend to have incredible Japanese movie releases, although as of late their quality control has been horrible since they were bought out a few months ago, even the customers are making jokes about how frequent the quality control has been, more specifically about their 4Ks, you know, I haven't bought a Blu-ray i...

You know what's tiring? Spending 3 hours in a class, regardless of what you and how much you like the class. You're going to be tired regardless, as was I yesterday and how I am today most likely. I wish I had some type of grasp on why they went this route for the schedule but I'm genuinely lost considering every other altered schedule is 2 hours in one of the periods, so 3 hour classes are a strange decision, considering I don't think any of the tests are that long from what I can remember from when I did them. I should preface this that my state is doing state tests this week, which, fun, it's not that they're bad to do or anything, but more of a, "oh". It's kind of hard to put into words what I mean right now so that's why this reads an incomprehensible ramble, but the again most of the blog posts are just that. I'm just dreading the 3 hour classes as they're draining for no good reason other than some stupid schedule, the only real ...

Good morning, I'm standing outside right now in the cold right now and the only things that are exposed are my hands, which I need to type and it's like kind of hard to use them when they're freezing. Which, undoubtedly was expected I figured my hands would be cold at this rate so it's good to know I was right at least, although this sucks. Not much has happened since the last post but it's not testing week so now the scheduling at school is altered beyond belief and it sucks, 2 two hour classes and then 2 40 minute ones two days in a row, which isn't bad but when it's math and a/v for 2 hours it's not really fun. A/V goes by soooo slowly, like for some strange reason it just goes on and what feels like an hour has been 10 minutes, not that I'm dreading it but man, speaking of A/V I have not done anything this week, nor do I really want to honestly, I'm just here existing, yesterday had the 2 hour class so I decided to show some people the Zooto...

Hello! Sorry for the late post in the day, nothing really happened yesterday but I started Bubblegum Crisis ! Great animation, show, and soundtrack. The triple threat. I wasn't really all that interested until Priss, the main character spoke her first lines which was "I hate the police". The way she said it drew me in more than I already was and it showed as the rest of the episodes I watched were great. Absolutely wonderful watch. One of my favorite rappers of all time, JPEGMAFIA, is a huge fan of the show, he has a Knight Sabers tattoo and some clips of the show were included in movie for The Ghost Pop Tape (great watch, although it comes with a warning as 90% of it is pornography, makes sense considering the album). It's interesting that the show is a time capsule of that era by the way it looks, the music used, and how it sounds. Genuinely great stuff too although very very dated. That's really all I have to say on the subject of this show though, now what el...